Now, that I'm coming to the point in my life of entering "Big Girl World", I'm so worried as to what lies ahead. In this economy, its almost impossible to find a job, I've been putting myself out there and I just wish things would come together sooner, so I can stop stressing. haha. I'm only 23 years old and I already have found MULTIPLE gray hairs!!! (at least I can dye my hair :)
After reading my BFF K's blog (http://lovelipstickandpearls.blogspot.com/), I've decided to write now my goals in this blog, so that I promise myself that I will complete them.
#1. Find a Job - One that makes me happy, one that I wake up every morning and get excited to go to work. One where i can dedicate myself like my BFF B.
#2. Organize my life - KEEP MY KITCHEN CLEAN haha
#3. Learn French - After watching the movie Coco Before Chanel
I became so inspired to learn french and go back to France and just explore.
#4. Learn to cook - After all, according to chief Gusto, "Anyone can cook!" I want to be able to make wonderful meals and try something new each month, or week!
#5. Explore new options - this might sounds crazy, but I have been studying Engineering for 5 years, I love the science and math and the whole construction aspect, but I feel like something might be missing. My BF always tells me, how proud of me he is for studying Engineering, but he knows that I have a passion for fashion, that I get a total kick out of Vogue magazine, lucky and Allure. He always said I should look into fashion. Well lately, I've been wondering what If I looked into fashion or sports? I LOVE sports and my dream would be to work on ESPN as a sports commentator, but I'm not sure how that would work because I'd totally be in favor of the San Diego CHARGERS, through thick and thin.
I dunno maybe this job decision is just a bump in my road to finding what's right for me. I know whatever I do, it will be right....its too bad I couldn't be a Construction Engineer, a Chargers manager and fashion editor all at once.....but hey, one can DREAM :)
it's scary business that whole growing up thing, isn't it?
ReplyDeleteyour goals are very attainable cousin! be proud of that! you can explore other interests WHILE being a construction manager...just saying.
email me your graduation date!! i want to see the family <3 and your sissy is graduating this year, too. SO MANY CHANGES. but changes are GOOD things :)
AND uncertainty can be exciting, once you get past the anxiety.
<3 u cousin.
Your totally right, I'm just so overwelmed, I'm stressing about work, and It's just all coming to reality. But with these goals, I think I will get my head straight and focus. LOVE YOU !! email me your address! i'm sending invites next week!!
ReplyDeletegreat job Tanya! These are great goals! I think you can do it! It is definitely scary graduating, but things will work out. You've already started off really well
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